imma be real, the title to this song is kind of whack lol but it fits the mood of the song and the hook so i kept it. basically this is about me trying to make it in hip hop, but it's hard (keep reading please lol this gets better). My only other sibling is successful and i've honestly been struggling thru life since basically forever and a large part of it is i'm so passionate about this music. This music really is my passion but it's also a bit of a parasite. This lyric snippet of the song honestly puts it in the best words:
If not for my mom i'd be killed by circumstance
I ain't got nothin to show her i'm a workin man
I'm lookin like a bum, in the litter like the runt
i'm just tryna come up and be a good son, but
but it hard but it hard
sanz is a martian, like wayne i'm from mars
but it hard, but it hard, but it hard
no rocket ship but i'm shootin for the stars
lyrics
i havent felt this bad in a while
i could blow my brains out like private pyle
stuck between a rock and a hard place in the muck
wheels keep turning but they can’t budge in the mudd
this rap shit sucks, aint nobody give a fuck
but once i blow up they’ll all wanna be in the cut
rappers complaining bout the limelight
compared to where i’m at now it sound alright
if not for my mom i’d be killed by circumstance
i aint got nothin to show her i’m a working man
i’m looking like a bum , in the litter like the runt
i’m just tryna come up and be a good son
but
but it hard but it hard
sanz is a martian like wayne i’m from mars
but it hard but it hard but it hard
no rocket ship but i’m shooting for the stars
i’m a fiend for this rap shit, Vault 3
i could be a king, wear purple like Barnee
to those that i’ve wronged i’m sorry
im a piece of shit, like i vote for the GOP
i need to hustle like Cardi
Shoot my shot like the Army
hit up Chop The Head for beats
gotta calm down i gotta just breathe
but
but it hard but it hard
sanz is a martian like wayne i’m from mars
but it hard but it hard but it hard
no rocket ship but i’m shooting for the stars
x2
credits
from figure it out, mike Vol. 1,
released June 28, 2018
Lyrics and Vocals by MiKEY SANZ
Mixing and Mastering by MiKEY SANZ
Production by CHOPtheHEAD