It’s grind mode, i take baby steps every day
Life’s a bitch, imma eat her ass like I’m Kevin Gates
One day imma make it, somehow celebrate
I’ll prolly cry, pass out, wake up, dissociate
I wonder if I’ll dream while I’m catchin them Z’s like Jay
What for though? My dream would be present, morrow, yesterday
I look at the crowds and wonder how
You could let yourself go down, and not be a great
I’m scared of, this, that, the other thing
Peeps doin music just for fun like a summer fling
Every since I started it was never, not about bein king
I never understood it, not, for an instant
So I spread myself thin like Jan Michael Vincent
Biology with the bitches, I never been a chemist
Gotta focus on this rap shit, get big, spinach
Takin shots like Pop Eye, but I’m Escobar, don’t forget it
why it gotta be this way
might makin right, get outa here, auf Widersehen
i guess i gotta climb the God Damn Food chain
until the game steal my style, got it boot leg
i’m gunna be the very best there ever fuckin was like some pokemon anime shit, i’m animated
i dream, I’m different, this is Holiday bitch
don’t take my fucking potential from me, the wall will wear your brains kid
i’ll go insane and lose any empathy i have left
and when i’m done, catch me wherever we go next
cause there’s no life without passion
i’m a man, so imma be one, i guess i’m old fashioned
need a baddy, to throw it like eli manning, joe maddon
been a savage, slam dunk it in the basket
i’m finna eat like I’m famished, life needs balance
i’m fallin over, need a rabbit on my carrot
never built a carriage
i got problems with princesses, wonder if i’ll ever see marriage
bitches, i done slammed it, but never held hands with, cause i’m damaged
or maybe i’m too motivated to baby sit a bad bitch
i got fuckin hate in my guts, get this money, Elon musk
All I really want is love but with these hoes it been a dub
I ain’t never been a simp or a circus chimp
Hoes brains dim, so I’d rather stay limp
fuck every swinging dick and pair of tits that there is
i can see the light but right now there’s an eclipse
I throw a fit, on the drum kit, then blend back to society
uploaded onto to Soundcloud is my diary
yeah
uploaded onto to Soundcloud is my diary
i can't believe how much the first 22 years of life lied to me
credits
released May 6, 2019
Lyrics, Vocals, and Mixing by MiKEY SANZ
Production by Jordan Baywood
